Last Night

I can't help but only remember the smiles but then I'll be reminded of the arguments, the electric atmosphere. I don't think I could see him again, much less with anyone. I already try to avoid anything that deals with him online so I don't have to see anything that might trigger something.



Babysat the whole day yesterday. Dad took my car into the shop for repairs and tune ups. I dunno, I'm still scared to drive on the highway with my car. Felt really fatigue and tired around 2:00PM so I took a nap until 4:15PMish when Jae called me to let me know he was coming over. Hang around, watched episode 23 of Swordsman. Went to McDonalds and fed my cravings for chicken nuggets hehe. Called Megan up and caught the 8:10 showing of The Conjuring. There was tight security to get in and there was a cop standing by the entrance the whole time. Not sure why? It creeped me out even more. The movie was really good but I couldn't stand the scary parts with the faces because I knew I'd get nightmares so I just shut my eyes at those parts haha. Went to Sylas and Maddy's for some ice cream and goofed off. When I got home, Ami told me that she had saw him at the movies when she went. How odd..? I'm kinda glad I didn't catch him, it makes things easier.




[ Can't do this on my own

I need someone for when im alone

could you just pick up the phone

and tell me when you'll be home]



qul u r i tay tui, khongc d t tay ai theo

It's been so long since I've been able to hold anyone's hand

IU C NG CHI M T M NH, KH NG KH C GC Y HOA H O

Everywhere I go I go alone, like a decaying flower

XU N, H , THU,NG TR I QUA

Spring, summer, autumn, winter flows by

M A N O C NG KH NG AI THEO

Every season I'm alone

KH NG PH I TUI KH NG CG NG MV NTRC GICUA G I TO N FAIL

It's not that I don't try but that I fail each time

CUA E A E A BKH NG

Lady A is crazy

CUA E B E CHTUI L N

Lady B complains that I'm short

CUA E C EI XKH NG

Lady C wants a luxury car

Cua e D e khinh ngh o t ng

Lady D complains I'm poor

Cua e n o c ng thh i th m kh ng th y s m t iu bh i cung

Every girl I go after just evaluates what I have

Thn n tui FA, kh ng d m quen lung tung

therefore I'm FA and don't dare to hook around

Bao nhi u, bao nhi u n m tr i t nh, t nh v n thth i

So many years of affection flows by are just blah

Ai ngang qua r i c ng bc v i

Everybody I cross paths with just leave in the end

Thn n tui, thn nch , thn n tui bbb

Therefore I'm single, being dumped each time

Thn n v o c c d p lchm nh tui l i xe tr nng v

Tui kh ng ph i lbad boy, m t m i tui c ng kh ng qux u

I'm not a bad boy, my face isn't that ugly

Tuy tui kh ng ph i con nhgi u nh ng mtui s ng bi t ph nu

I'm not from a rich family but I know how to live comfortabley

Vngi tui y u tui s n s ng l m m i c ch lohng y sau

Because with the person I love, I'm willing to do anything for them to live happily

Nh ng v ny l: Ngi iui eangu ?

But I'm still here waiting: Honey, where are you?

Nhi u khi tui th ch ngi ta nh ng ngi ta l i kh ng th ch tui

Many times when I like someone but they don't like me

Kh ng ph i l i t i tui mdo cqunhi u th ng theou i

It's not that it's my fault but that I have too many competitors

Vm t ng y sngi t n t nh htr n Facebook l nn ctr m

And on facebook they have so many admirers

N n tui mu nc ngi ta reply n i chuy n ph i chcn m

And I want them to reply back and talk with them year on

Lt nh nh n thhcnh n t nh

Hook ups have each other

C n tuinhm m y t nh

While I'm alone at home on the computer

Khi trai g i hang l m t nh thtui l i ng inh li n minh

When a boy and girl are making love I'm on LOL

Kh ng ph i ltui kh ng ki nnh t m ngi iu cho ri ng m nh

It's not that I don't try but I want to find someone for myself

Khn i trc gitui iu ph i ai thch ng bao gic y n b nh

Mu n t m m t ngi d u d ng : Nh ng k th yu

I wanna find a gentle person: but I can't find

Mu n iu nh m nging ho ng : nh ng ch ng th y nhau

I wanna love a good person: but we don't find each other

Thng g ip thnch nh

Pretty girls are full of themselves

N i nhi u quthnnh nh ng mu n cuac thph i r ng canh

If I talk too much then she'll get full of herself but if I wanna woo her than I gotta compete

Vim l ng quthth ng kh c gi nh

Because if I stay silent she'll be won by someone else

Dtui cg ng c ch m y hai tmay m n v n kh ng lung lay

No matter how hard I try it just doesn't have any effect

m vv n m t ti t m c b t h u v n ngm t m nh quay tay

Every night I come home to a swirling hand(masterbation)

R nh r i b n rck , to nc r a rcph

Vquanh n m n m n o c ng thn n quanh n m n m n o c ng

Oh, tui kh ngi h i cao

My standards aren't all that high

Kh ng c n ph i gi ng nhHh

It's not like I'm asking for Ha Ho(celebrity)

Tui quen ai c ngc, mi n sao kh ng ph i lma c

Anyone is fine as long as they're not a monster

Tui mu n cb , tui mu n n m stay, tui mu n h n h

I want a partner, I want to stay together forever, I wanna date

H n nguy n cng y nh ng mu n ho i mch ngc

Wanting a date but not able to get one

Thm i cay !

How bitter!



Meh, too lazy to translate some of the parts and help define.
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